Have u guys ever been hurt by someone who is close with u for years?

Because I have J

I tot u would always be there when I needed u…

I tot u would always be honest with me…

I tot u would always understand me…

And I tot, we were bestfriends…

It seems like, all my thoughts are wrong.. and I just realized that.

This is really worse…

Afterall, we’ve been together for years…

Afterall, we’re always together no matter what happens…

Omg, only Allah knows how broken my heart was when I found out about that..

I know the truth always hurts…

I’m just…. I… hmm…. Why???????!!!!!!!!

I trust u a lot.. u’re the best that I ever had…

But apparently, I am just a nobody to you…

This really makes me sad…

Yes,you make me sad… you make my tears flowed down my cheeks..

Why weren’t you be honest with me???

I tot u knew me very well..

U shud have told me everything..

My heart is breaking…

I’m feeling all sad…

You break my heart…

You make me disappointed…

You know I really treat you as my bestfriend right???

You know for me, you’re the best right??/

but why….???!!!

so selama ani catu rupanya…

I don’t blame you…no no..

Mayb I’m just not good enough to be your bestfriend J

16/2 àU did tell everyone something sweet…

Was it only to make me happy???

And u didn’t mean what u said at all???

Nevermind, you will always be the best for me…

Because I ever prayed to Allah that I want our friendship

to last forever and stay didunia and diakhirat…

Kaijah ever said ‘there’s no real friend in this world’

But I said to her ‘I do have some’

But now, I’m confused…

I lost kai… I never tot that I would lose you…

Thanks Umi for cheering me up.. whenever I’m feeling down, I know who to find..

And thanks to my jie jie as well… I love you two so much J

Umi is my twin.. our faces don’t look alike becoz our parents are different O.O

Julia is my jie jie from different father and different mother… O.O

Okay I’d better go offline now.. I’m getting crazier, not in a good way.

Sayonara…kamsamida. Malaysian, JANGAN LUPA AFUNDI KAY DAN ERUL!!!

yeah AF much :pp

Happy Birthday Aunty JJ~

I sat for my exams in the morning.. we had a maths paper 1 and irk paper 2 today.

erm.. I dun wanna say any comments about them J

tomorrow I’ll be sitting for bio papers… 

and I haven’t revised anything for bio..

worse… i know :p

my mum told me that we would go to nenek muda’s house at 7 pm.

It’s Aunty JJ’s birthday~ my nenek muda planned to make a surprise birthday party for her..

such a sweet mother J

So after I went home, I watched tv and chillax first..

 I didn’t know how did I end up falling asleep :p

My father woke me up at 6.30 pm..he said we had to go to nenek muda’s house before 7. 

I immediately went to my bathroom and had a shower. 

Nenek muda’s house is just near to our house...

it only takes us about 5-6 mins to get there. So yeah,even if we late, it was still okay J

When we arrived there, we had to park our car at the back of the house.. 

All of my family’s cars had to park there actually. 

Coz, as I said before, this was a surprise birthday party. 

Aunty JJ didn’t even know anything about this.

Nenek muda invited most of my mum’s siblings.. no no, all of my mum’s siblings actually :p

I watched kejora and bintang at there.

.last episode whee can’t wait to watch cinta melody~~

We were waiting for all the guests to come.. 

uncle tom was busy helping them to park their cars at the back of his house.. 

I never tot that space could fit more than 10 cars O.O

So we were waiting for Aunty JJ to finish watching a movie with her beloved fiancé, uncle zizul.. 

all of us were ready..

Btw the house was fully decorated with balloons and ‘happy birthday’ words..

I like a board, saying ‘happy 25^th birthday Ceejay’ I dunno who made that one..so nice.. 

and my family went like ‘if naning ada riuh ne’ true indeed, if aunty naning was here, 

it would be more fuuuunn.. she’d be the one who sing out the birthday song loud :pp 

ohh and Daniel.. I miss u alai daniel~~

I didn’t know at what time Aunty JJ arrived.. 

we made the room look a bit darker.. most of us were waiting at near the door.. 

uncle tom, abg kitang, abg syukri n abg abby were getting ready to surprise Aunty JJ with their bomb thingy..

Kaka boboi..err or is it aunty boboi?? She’s Aunty JJ’s cousin anyway so I shud call her aunty.. 

yeah her, she was holding the cake..

My aunties were all excited except for aunty arab, obviously. 

She was relaxing at upstairs..typical of tarap :pp

When uncle tom said ‘okay dia dtg dia dtg’ I knew this time was for real..

When aunty JJ opened the door we all shouted real loud ‘surprise’ and followed by a birthday song. Aunty JJ’s reaction?? So touching lerrrrrr

She was like ‘awwwww’ ‘sapa buat ani? Mesti mummy kan?’

And she gave nenek muda a kiss and a hug :p

So that was it…our plan to make it as a surprise birthday party was successed!

Before I went home, I went to Orbit to buy my NEW FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE, BUBBLY!!!!! 

Omg I’m sure u guys will love the chocolate on ur first time eating it! I can guarantee it.. 

my other friends said so~

Ohh I still love Hershey <3 hershey was my first love :pp

Wish me luck for my bio exam…last science paper to sit on. 

The other 2 science papers were…not that good. 

so im hoping for Bio to be okay J

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY AUNTY JJ <3

 Lah OsmanCeejay Yahya

happy birthday Aunty JJ~~ hope u'll alwez b happy wit ur beloved fiance :) n smoga cepat kawin wawa :p 

enjoy ur day aunty jj~

May 4 at 5:07am ·  ·  · See Friendship

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    Ceejay Yahya Qilah tq hehe i like part smoga cpt kwin.. Hehe amin2 ya rabbal alamin :)
    

    May 4 at 6:14am · 
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    Lah Osman haha..ure wlcome n amiiiiin =)
    

    May 4 at 2:52pm · 

GUEESSSS WHAAAAT???
I HAVE ALREADY WATCHED NEVER SAY NEVER MOVIE~~~~~
My cousins and I watched it today at night..
we were so damn excited and thrilled~~~
I watched JUSTIN BIEBER IN 3D... it was as if he was really in front of me.
omaigooood...never say never movie is the BEST MOVIE i have ever watched this year ;)))))
If i were to rate the movie, i'd give 11 over 10 HAHAHAHA :pp
I wore Justin bieber's t shirt that aunty naning gave me ;D

the day before,we kept on calling to book 3 tickets but they said fully booked.
suprisingly, today had many empty seats. no one really knew about this haha
so its our luck ;) I watched with Lumik and Fezah. Mamat couldnt join us T.T
I really concentrated watching JB... the whole time I kept on saying 'awwwwww'


Tomorrow gonna make Jujul,Wendy,Ezey and Ilaah sasaaaaaaaakkk hahahaha :pp

It's Been 2 years.....

ooh it's been 2 years...
Al-fatihah to my beloved datu.. I miss you terribly, datu...
eventhough it's been 2 years, but u alwez in my thoughts...
sometimes, at night, when i'm alone, i will lay on my bed and think of you..
remembering back our memories.. our good times..
Everything seems to remind me of you... congkak, a game we used to play together..
now i got no one to play with..
I can't help crying, sorry... i miss u so much.. so much that it hurts :'(
how i wish you could stay a bit longer.. 14 years with you were not enough..
there are still many questions i want to ask you..
and I will never have the chance to...
you were the best woman in my life...

Lah Osman

it's 4th april.... :'(

04 April at 02:48 via Facebook Mobile ·  · 

• Amyleen Shah oh i tot 5th april.....im really sedih.....she was so baik....so penyayang....n so cali.....n f blk dri spore...she waited 4 me at hum....apa2 function from anak-cucu-piut....she always make sure ia ada d sna menunggu....oh nini....it's very pain moment when u left......its more bitter when u r not ard.......
  

  04 April at 11:21 · 
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  Amyleen Shah msa mandi belawat, mungkin ia inda lg brapa sihat......ia tido sja d katil d bilik kami......sedihhhh......sh​e left lots of good memories behind......i luv u so much........al fatihah......
  

  04 April at 11:23 · 
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  Ceejay Yahya Ka awu ah mcm 5th jua slh kli eh i remeber mcm tbalik w my bday jua anyway yes sedih ah me paling ingt sal ia slalu bgi duit hehe paling siuukk bt ksian nda ya ampit duit ku kraja ksian bt u tau masa ya skit2 ydh atu kn ya minta duit rh ku dri gji ku kraja bridex then im glad that ku smpt bgi even $30 pn ya happy sdh ksian. Al fatihah!
  

  04 April at 12:57 · 
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  Amyleen Shah awu....alhamdulilah......i​ like bila gto tani bday kekekeke
  

  04 April at 16:30 · 
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  Amyleen Shah sik ku ada duit tu.....haha n nini selalu ketawa if ku menyeluru ckp org mcm ckp tkg urut bu minah n bu laki..... "minta maap ku bi timah balum ku teByr bulan ani, jgn marah ah"....tau u cemana ku ckp??kekeke n buminah.....bh longgar sudah....whahahaha
  
  Amyleen Shah Qilah.....part tutuk sirih.....anty naning expired udh,,,,,msa kanak2 sja...we tutuk...so hand over arh yg muda2.....kekeke......
  

  04 April at 17:19 · 

  
  
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  Amyleen Shah Baby qilah pandai tu cemana pantun nya????kekeke
  

  04 April at 17:25 · 

Amyleen Shah Udang Gala Gantung, Merah sepit nya......yg lain anty JJ sambung...

04 April at 17:28 · 

Ceejay Yahya Nah ada dh c qillah hehe qilah anti jj hmm apit lah slalu jualah ya srh tutuk sirih ada ya srh tutuk lumat2 haha awu kjhtn kaka ah srh ya tutuk d dpur sigh ksian eh ka awu ka klo we masak udang galah n aku kupaskan ia but then she wont remember hw much she had eaten it ia fkir skit bt sbnrnya bnyk hehe

04 April at 17:33 · 

Amyleen Shah Qilah.......jwp.....hehe..​.

04 April at 17:43 · 

• Lah Osman okaaay finally i got it HAHAHAHA lma2 bepikir apa words datu used to say.. mau aku type here?haha..datu prnah ckp jua tu ktanya jgnkn belaki awal krg tuuut
  

  04 April at 18:23 · 
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  Amyleen Shah whahahahahahahahaha.......​.selahauuuuu.......
  

  04 April at 19:30 · 
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  Amyleen Shah thinking n reminds her...always makes me smile n cry.......cali **** ku dah kendur....whahahaha ada lg mun b4 take her picture, nini ckp "kelak aku mcm kera" hehehehehe........cian Qilah nada kna bwa ke empire....kekekekekke
  

  04 April at 19:33 · 

the conversations between my aunts and I.. they made me laugh remembering back our fun times..

See datu, we miss you so much. and even Aunty pucut shared with me a story about you..

Al-Fatihah <3

You are far from me yet you're always be in my heart.