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Friday, May 27, 2011

Hello boy, thanks for making me happy :)
you always make my day <3



Yes, I love you <3

Saturday, May 14, 2011

This other guy that I like was being fun today ;)
We were playing around and he did some jokes :D

Saturday, May 7, 2011

OOOOOHHHHH FREEDOOOOMMM COMEEESSSSSS!!!!
Today is the last day of my exams~~~ we only had English paper 2 for today…
It was okay buy I don’t know I got the answer right or not :pp

Errr sorry what?? I still can’t have my freedom??? No, not yet???
Ohhh yeaah, I still have june exams.
In fact, it starts next Monday, 9th May.
Omg omg *panic mode* where’s my dictionary? 
I wanna memorize all the words inside it… *as if I can!*

My jie jie promises me to belanja me at cheezbox and eat anything I want if I get ………. 
*score targetted: only she n I know*
I dunno if I can or not, I will just give a try…
InsyaAllah, dengan doa,tawakal and usaha, saya pasti boleh ;)
No more staying up late… eh wait, no! I still have to!
Kacau laaah ini mcm… 
how am I going to have a dream about my prince charming when sometimes I don’t sleep at all??

Speaking of prince charming, Kate has found his prince…
I have found mine… but Justin Bieber has not found me ;))
Coz he didn’t go to Brunei last April when actually he was so near to my country…



Bieber u make me wanna say the Dj got us falling in love~~

Today I watched ‘My name is Khan’ movie again..this time with subtitle.
Last time I watched it without subtitle but still could make me cry..
This time,I cried even more… I love you shah rukh khan!!!!
Hahaha :pp oh Justin Bieber, dun be jealous… I love you more ;))

Monday, 9th May--> English paper 1.
wish me luck ;)) and I wish all my friends and my dearest Lumik good luck for next monday!!! 

Friday, May 6, 2011

Have u guys ever been hurt by someone who is close with u for years?
Because I have J
I tot u would always be there when I needed u…
I tot u would always be honest with me…
I tot u would always understand me…
And I tot, we were bestfriends…
It seems like, all my thoughts are wrong.. and I just realized that.
This is really worse…
Afterall, we’ve been together for years…
Afterall, we’re always together no matter what happens…

Omg, only Allah knows how broken my heart was when I found out about that..
I know the truth always hurts…
I’m just…. I… hmm…. Why???????!!!!!!!!
I trust u a lot.. u’re the best that I ever had…
But apparently, I am just a nobody to you…

This really makes me sad…
Yes,you make me sad… you make my tears flowed down my cheeks..
Why weren’t you be honest with me???
I tot u knew me very well..
U shud have told me everything..
My heart is breaking…
I’m feeling all sad…
You break my heart…
You make me disappointed…

You know I really treat you as my bestfriend right???
You know for me, you’re the best right??/
but why….???!!!
so selama ani catu rupanya…

I don’t blame you…no no..
Mayb I’m just not good enough to be your bestfriend J

16/2 àU did tell everyone something sweet…
Was it only to make me happy???
And u didn’t mean what u said at all???

Nevermind, you will always be the best for me…
Because I ever prayed to Allah that I want our friendship
to last forever and stay didunia and diakhirat…

Kaijah ever said ‘there’s no real friend in this world’
But I said to her ‘I do have some’

But now, I’m confused…
I lost kai… I never tot that I would lose you…

Thanks Umi for cheering me up.. whenever I’m feeling down, I know who to find..
And thanks to my jie jie as well… I love you two so much J
Umi is my twin.. our faces don’t look alike becoz our parents are different O.O
Julia is my jie jie from different father and different mother… O.O

Okay I’d better go offline now.. I’m getting crazier, not in a good way.
Sayonara…kamsamida. Malaysian, JANGAN LUPA AFUNDI KAY DAN ERUL!!!
yeah AF much :pp

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Happy Birthday Aunty JJ~

I sat for my exams in the morning.. we had a maths paper 1 and irk paper 2 today.
erm.. I dun wanna say any comments about them J
tomorrow I’ll be sitting for bio papers… 
and I haven’t revised anything for bio..
worse… i know :p
my mum told me that we would go to nenek muda’s house at 7 pm.
It’s Aunty JJ’s birthday~ my nenek muda planned to make a surprise birthday party for her..
such a sweet mother J
So after I went home, I watched tv and chillax first..
 I didn’t know how did I end up falling asleep :p
My father woke me up at 6.30 pm..he said we had to go to nenek muda’s house before 7. 
I immediately went to my bathroom and had a shower. 
Nenek muda’s house is just near to our house...
it only takes us about 5-6 mins to get there. So yeah,even if we late, it was still okay J
When we arrived there, we had to park our car at the back of the house.. 
All of my family’s cars had to park there actually. 
Coz, as I said before, this was a surprise birthday party. 
Aunty JJ didn’t even know anything about this.
Nenek muda invited most of my mum’s siblings.. no no, all of my mum’s siblings actually :p
I watched kejora and bintang at there.
.last episode whee can’t wait to watch cinta melody~~
We were waiting for all the guests to come.. 
uncle tom was busy helping them to park their cars at the back of his house.. 
I never tot that space could fit more than 10 cars O.O
So we were waiting for Aunty JJ to finish watching a movie with her beloved fiancé, uncle zizul.. 
all of us were ready..
Btw the house was fully decorated with balloons and ‘happy birthday’ words..
I like a board, saying ‘happy 25th birthday Ceejay’ I dunno who made that one..so nice.. 
and my family went like ‘if naning ada riuh ne’ true indeed, if aunty naning was here, 
it would be more fuuuunn.. she’d be the one who sing out the birthday song loud :pp 
ohh and Daniel.. I miss u alai daniel~~
I didn’t know at what time Aunty JJ arrived.. 
we made the room look a bit darker.. most of us were waiting at near the door.. 
uncle tom, abg kitang, abg syukri n abg abby were getting ready to surprise Aunty JJ with their bomb thingy..
Kaka boboi..err or is it aunty boboi?? She’s Aunty JJ’s cousin anyway so I shud call her aunty.. 
yeah her, she was holding the cake..
My aunties were all excited except for aunty arab, obviously. 
She was relaxing at upstairs..typical of tarap :pp
When uncle tom said ‘okay dia dtg dia dtg’ I knew this time was for real..
When aunty JJ opened the door we all shouted real loud ‘surprise’ and followed by a birthday song. Aunty JJ’s reaction?? So touching lerrrrrr
She was like ‘awwwww’ ‘sapa buat ani? Mesti mummy kan?’
And she gave nenek muda a kiss and a hug :p
So that was it…our plan to make it as a surprise birthday party was successed!
Before I went home, I went to Orbit to buy my NEW FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE, BUBBLY!!!!! 
Omg I’m sure u guys will love the chocolate on ur first time eating it! I can guarantee it.. 
my other friends said so~
Ohh I still love Hershey <3 hershey was my first love :pp
Wish me luck for my bio exam…last science paper to sit on. 
The other 2 science papers were…not that good. 
so im hoping for Bio to be okay J
HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY AUNTY JJ <3

happy birthday Aunty JJ~~ hope u'll alwez b happy wit ur beloved fiance :) n smoga cepat kawin wawa :p 
enjoy ur day aunty jj~
May 4 at 5:07am ·  ·  · See Friendship

    • Ceejay Yahya Qilah tq hehe i like part smoga cpt kwin.. Hehe amin2 ya rabbal alamin :)
      May 4 at 6:14am · 

    • Lah Osman haha..ure wlcome n amiiiiin =)
      May 4 at 2:52pm ·