Every single time I try to forget about you,  you always manage to pull me back in.Whether it's smiling at me, or even talking to me just for a second, 

I forget any thought of not liking you. So here it is. I like you. And although I might not be the perfect one for you and                                                                                  give you everything you want...                                                                                                                                                   

I know I can give you enough everyday, just to make you happy.

When are we going to be together?
Will you love me now or will it take forever?
I Love you always with all my heart
Be with you and never apart
With this poem I have one thing in mind
You just have to read the first word in each line..

The new moon of Shawal was sighted.
An hour before the announcement, I receieved many msgs from my aunties and uncles.
The message says 'Salam,anak bulan Shawal nampak.esuk hari raya,alhamdulillah'


Thanks For all the Raya greetings everyone! :D


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin to you all,readers~
To everybody who knows me,If you happen to read this, im sorry,terribly sorry, for evrything..
 Esp if I ever hurt you :)
Salam Shawal and Enjoy ur Raya~~ :DDD

Every single time I try to forget about you, you always manage to pull me back in. Whether you're smiling at me, or even talking to me just for a second, I forget any thought of not liking you. So here it is. I like you. A lot. And although I might not be the perfect one for you and give you everything you want...

I know I can give you enough everyday, just to make you happy.

A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until 
she hears the other line pick up.
“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. 
I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. 
I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it,
this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling 
and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and 
I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s 
so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually 
listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. 
He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like
I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. 
He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him.
I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and…..
not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. 
But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile.
Now I didn’t tell you this but he texted me the other day about 
homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. 
I’m so embarrassed.he was so sweet and made me feel better.
He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing 
and praying that he will notice me, why?............
Becky? Becky are you there?”
“This isn’t Becky.”
Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”
“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello 
and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, 
I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.” 


:))

I just knew irwansyah got this song.. and I LOVE IT :)
try to listen to this song.. oh irwansyah and zaskia are married..
semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.. amin :D


P.S I really miss you :') 
If you do too, text me. I'm waiting for your text :')

MOST FUN DAY

pssssst readers ;) Hello :D
so today my friends and I went to wendy's house to do our biology 2nd project.
I was really looking forward to it because I wanted to meet my boyfriend,Joel <3
U wanna see pictures of him? okaaay I got two here..

I know VERY CUTEEEE <3

but when I arrived there, he and chloe already slept. 
They said maybe they were tired after playing with them #sobs
buuuttt Jordan was awake :D at 1st he didnt want me to hold him coz he jst woke up.

BUT I LOVE THIS PIC THE MOST :P

after eating, we went to do our project..
 When we were doing it halfway,chloe went inside.
Me: haaaaaaiiiii??? *she didnt say anything*
julia: that e e (sp?) eat people orh..
Me: yes, see, i have two extra teeths here to bite people *shows my dracula teeths :p*

Bt guess what, in less than an hour, she and I bcme soooo close already :pp
Joel already woke up so he joined us.. I was like 'omy joelll~~'
he hugged me. >.< hahaha. I told him he's my boyfriend and I'm his girlfriend.
Then, we played jumping on bed. Voon joined us :p

The kids seemed very happy, i must say.
After 3 to 4 minutes later, guess what happened to us???

ALL FELT TIRED :p

look at joel and I <3

here goes the funny story:
We were playing hide-and-seek. me hiding and joel seeking.
I was hidinh in toilet.Then I heard wendy's maid told them joel said:
'I can't find her. U knw where's my girlfriend??'
When i listened to that I was likeee awwwwwwww :pp

Then,we went to Ms ong becoz joel wanted to confess something.
*knocks door* Joel:mummy, mummy... I have a girlfriend *red face*
Ms ong: u have a girlfriend aaah?? 
sssoooo my future mother in law has approved our relationship :pp

Happy 17th Birthday Zuhairah~

Qil Osmanposted toZuhairah Shafri

happy birthdaaay kaak ju~~ hope u will get good results in real o lv

l exams n success in everything u do.. brapa th u dpt june??what subjct? miss u ♥

Tuesday at 22:01 ·  ·  · See friendship

Happy Birthday Zuuuu :D
Semoga pnjg umur,murah rezeki n bahagia selalu :p
And semoga success in life selalu ;)) Hope our friendship will stay longer.. amin <3


Pictures of us celebrating her birthday last year...

every time she laughs, she hopes he's watching...
not so that he sees she's happy,but that maybe... 
just maybe he'll fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his... 


I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..how good
you look when you smile.. how much i love your laugh. I
daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our
conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did.
I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me..
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder
what will happen the next time we are together, & even
though neither of us know what the future holds, i know one
thing for sure; you're the best thing that ever happened to me

&& I love you. 

Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell her...
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh, some boy.
Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did. 

Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :) 

*12 signs your falling in love*

12. You'll read his/her txts over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

June results

HAI?
sooooo the June results have finally come out :sss
Abang Sallah was on9 and he was like 'eh june results ada udah'
I went to see my friend's profile and it was true, they had their results already.
Soooo we went to my school at 3pm. Our principal was still there.
She gave me my slip.I was really nervous to look at it.
My results are... disappointing? Yes,very. :')
If my family doesnt really happy with it, do u think I do? no, i dont :')


November exams, wait till my revenge~~~ I am going to revise moreeee :D
I wanna get a sholarship really bad...if possible.


Well,Congratulations Qil~ at least I'm happy with my eng grade :')
Syukuron Ya Allah :D
Congratulations to all my friends,10PS1 who got good resultssss~~ :DD
Congratulations to ky too :))

ohhh and I only managed to fast for 21 days..definately better than last year haha :p

Happy Birthday Bella Sham~

Qil Osmanposted toNabilah Shamsuddin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA SHAM~ :DD read twitterr hehehe :p enjoy ur daaay ♥

Qilbieber Aqilah Osman 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @bilahbelieber :DDD on ur birthday, i hope

 @justinbieber will follow u haha :)) may Allah bless you n have an awesome one ;)

22 Aug 

Bilah is the one wearing pink tudong ;)

Happppy birthdaaaaay cuzzzzzzyyyyy <3

Qil Osman

visiting datu n nene laki ♥ i miss u both. alwez.

23 hours ago via Mobile · Privacy: ·  · 

Yes we visited datu and nene laki today :))
Last year I didnt visit them at all..becoz I couldnt. thats y I felt really bad :')
Even tho I can't see u anymore tu, but i know u can.I know you still can see me.
I miss seeing your face but most of all, i miss having u around.
Another Ramadhan without you.
You'll always be im my heart just as what I had promised u the day u left me.
I miss nene laki too.. a lot. I miss his jokes.
I miss how he liked to tease us saying that I like abg haziq or other abang..:p
Al-fatihah... :)
Enjoy ur time with the people around you. you may not know when they're going to leave you.


Sayonara! :D *10 more days to hari raya*

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish... 

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attentionWhen a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that. 

Have you ever been in a situation where you were forced to be on somebody's side
when actually the people who fought are both close with you?
If you have,
I understand how you felt.
         I understand how hurt it was to be ignored by that person who u didnt choose to be on his/her side.
                I understand how long it took for u and him/her to be close again.


This may sound gay, BUT I TRULY MISS YOU KAI :')
I wanted to talk to you since a long time ago but i guess i didnt have the courage to do so.
I'm glad things have come back to normal between us.
Thank you Allah.. it's true,
BULAN RAMADHAN,
                               BULAN KEBERKATAN :)

Qil Osman

me taking murtabak ayam
uncle badul: nda nyaman tu.nda nyaman.
Me: yakah.. So i put them bck.
Then uncle badul took them.
Me:mmbah~nda nyaman uncle makan jua ah~
lame trick,yet,i fell into the trap =.=

Friday at 20:14 via Mobile · Privacy: ·  · 

Happy 14th Birthday Halimatul Syahirah~

Qilbieber Aqilah Osman 

17th ramadhan- happy 3rd birthday alai nuzul daniel~~ be a good boy alwez k??misss u :)

18 Aug 

Qilbieber Aqilah Osman 

@matul_hs HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY MAMAAAT..Smoga pnjg umur,murah rzeki,jdi anak n cousin yg penyayang n baik hati :pp

18 Aug 

Qil Osman

‎17th ramadhan- happy 3rd birthday alai nuzul daniel~stay cuteee ;D
18th august- happy birtdaay mamaaaaat~stay krek hahaxx ;pp
Love always, ka qilah ♥

18 August at 08:26 via Mobile · Privacy: ·  · 

Happy 14th Birthday Mamaaat~~
You're such a crazy cousin in a good way..I'm glad that we are always together in good and bad times.
Just remember one thing, don't cry for guys. i'm afraid they dont worth it.
Be a happy and crazy girl all the time.
xoxo, Ka qilah yg baik hati :))))

When we were young

P.S I'm sorry to say, Its my worst dat ever :') you know why. :') :')